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This is a new blog for me, so I'll try to keep this one interesting and updated, no promises though. its kind of depressing outside today, cold and blah, so it got me thinking. I hate how life changes, nothing ever really stays the same for very long. People change, and you grow apart from them and theres nothing you can do about it, or maybe your the one changing, while everyone else stays the same. Either way, people move on and friends change. moving on is inevitable, but scary none the less. New people, new experiences, new places, new opportunities. As we're growing up we can't wait to be "grown up" but when we actually do start to grow up, we dont want things to change. The way things were before are how we wanted them to stay, instead we were forced to move apart, to move on, and make decisions for ourselves. I've gone in my direction, hoping it works out, while everyone else has done the same. There are always promises to "stay in touch" and get together over holidays, and those plans work for the first few months, then letters get forgotten, phone calls unreturned, and friends forever drift apart.
The thought of college this year was so exciting, finally independence, and change! but sadly, maybe that wasn't exactly what we wanted, and now theres no going back, live moves on whether your ready or not.
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